I Have No Paper
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Ongoing7m
Last published Wed, Mar 31, 2021
This is my new diary because I have no paper.
In this diary I dissect my own behaviours and experiences using psychoanalysis to figure out what this feeling of depression is, because it can't be depression if I live a good life, right? That's what I try to find out as I reflect on my issues with motivation, commitment, insecurities, and that one time I was molested, among other topics.
I guess this is me venting in the form of a self-help book.
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