Is it really worth it?
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POV: Maya Bishop (from Station 19) has been dealing with an eating disorder, even though she lets people think she is fine; she clearly isn't. The only person able to break down her walls is her beloved Carina.
She deals with the consequences of having an ED and sees how it affects her life. Will she be able to break free? Can Carina endure the pain and stick around?
⚠TW⚠ eating disorder
• these: * mean Maya's thoughts
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