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Is it really worth it?

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Reads 122,962
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Parts 39
Time 3h 15m

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POV: Maya Bishop (from Station 19) has been dealing with an eating disorder, even though she lets people think she is fine; she clearly isn't. The only person able to break down her walls is her beloved Carina. 
She deals with the consequences of having an ED and sees how it affects her life. Will she be able to break free? Can Carina endure the pain and stick around? 

⚠TW⚠ eating disorder

• these: * mean Maya's thoughtsAll Rights Reserved

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Meet me in the Middle by MiqMenace

**Book 1 in "The Middle" Trilogy** Maya Bishop's worst fear came true. Her wife left her because of how broken she is. She doesn't want to give up on their love story yet, and she will get better for Carina. Dr. Carina DeLuca hates that her wife couldn't get help when she begged her to. It had to take her leaving for Maya to go see a therapist. Is it too late to forgive and trust again? This is an alternate storyline after the events of Station 19's 6x09 and how they could find their way back to each other. Can they set their differences aside and find a way to meet each other in the middle? This is a work of fanfiction, all rights go to Shondaland Trigger Warnings: Abuse, Alcoholism, Anxiety, Depression, Emotional Abuse, Fire, PTSD, SMUT, Suicide

Nonentity Probie {Marina/Maya & Carina} by didsome1saymarina

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Remembering You by OnlyYouBambina

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Sex, Surgery, & the Mountain Trail | Station 19 by NightWalker899

‡‡‡ When Carina kicks Maya out during their separation and tells her she doesn't want to see her, Maya decides to take an impromptu solo road trip across Washington state. Along the way, she learns more about herself, meets new people who change her life, and discovers what it means to truly live again. Will this journey lead her back to Carina, or will it set her on a new path entirely? And what will Carina do when she's starts seeing videos of Maya's adventures online? ‡‡‡ Content Warning: sex, violence, language, drugs, alcohol, and suicidal thoughts/actions are mentioned in this story please be advised Updated weekly. Top Awards: 🏆 #17 - MayaBishop 🏆 #82 - Seattle 🏆 #119 - Marina

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Marina One Shot (EN) - Part 2 by Youlo182

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Book 1 in "The Middle" Trilogy Maya Bishop's worst fear came true. Her wife left her because of how broken she is. She doesn't want to give up on their love story yet, and she will get better for Carina. Dr. Carina DeLuca hates that her wife couldn't get help when she begged her to. It had to take her leaving for Maya to go see a therapist. Is it too late to forgive and trust again? This is an alternate storyline after the events of Station 19's 6x09 and how they could find their way back to each other. Can they set their differences aside and find a way to meet each other in the middle? This is a work of fanfiction, all rights go to Shondaland Trigger Warnings: Abuse, Alcoholism, Anxiety, Depression, Emotional Abuse, Fire, PTSD, SMUT, Suicide