How can You love someone You never really knew?

This story is dedicated to my dad. 4 months ago I received one of the most heartbreaking news of my life. I found out that my biological dad had passed away. My dad wasn't their for me. He wasn't really apart of my life. I always thought I'd have a chance to see him again and to ask him why he left Me. But I never got the chance to. I guess I'll never fully understand why he didn't try harder to be apart of my life. So this story is basically about everything I wish I would have gotten to say to my dad before he passed away.