leap over the edge // <3 (TW)
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Last published Thu, Apr 1, 2021
A/N this is kind of a story and a fanfic I don't really know to be honest.
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(SPOLIERS)
If your confused
The main character is called misuki
The character that is murdered is called solar.
And mitsukis father is brought up quite a lot
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TRIGGERS
murder, blood, suicide, self harm and schizophrenia
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Every new part will be split into paragraphs so you can pick up from where you left of easier!
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The characters in this story are made up but are a symbol of my emotions in different ways.
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I'm so sorry for spelling or grammar mistakes x I am not very good at either since I'm only 12 and I find it hard to learn those sorts of things
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