Nobody knows her
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  • Reads 413
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  • Parts 18
  • Time 57m
Ongoing, First published Apr 01, 2021
Mature
I had no idea that what was waiting for me was worse than everything I went through. No one told me that I would have to walk through fire, that I would have to break and die so that I could be born from the ashes that used to be the weak girl you had met. I wasn't her anymore. I could never. I had to change and I did, because I wanted to survive, I wanted revenge, I wanted to hurt the ones that hurted me. I swore to kill them. They made me evil.
I was sick by the time you met me, I know that. I had a hard time accepting that.
I hate you in a way I never hated someone, but I love you for 'loving me' the way you claim you do.
Because one day I'm going to kill you too.
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This is not a love story. We were wrong and toxic to each other since the beginning. It was bound to end in the tragic way it did. We were sick and tired of fighting. Fighting to live and enjoy the simplest things in life. I hope you are ok my love. La mia lotta è valsa la pena. (My fight was worth it)
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-You don't hate me bellezza. You hate that you never had this type of love before and you hate yourself for not giving in for this. -You said while laughing letting the smoke of your cigarette fall from your mouth. (beauty)

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My name is Arabella Genovese and this is my story.
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This is my truth

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My life has been an intense journey from a little girl who was beaten down and abused into believing that she was worthless, to a woman at 43 years of age who is still desperately searching for who she truly is. I found her though. I did. And she writes like me, from inside of me. She is me. This girl that I've been in love with since time first existed, is indeed me. The way that she walks. With her hands... and how she talks? The hearts that she's captured, the souls that she has inspired. I'm now trying to be her. I've never felt that I was good enough to actually be myself!!! I always knew how pure and clear and free I was inside. But people told me otherwise, in a very cruel way. No one ever spared my feelings or thought to speak to me with kindness or love. My parents were very serious and strict people. They believed that there was only 1 way to act and inside I knew that I did NOT fit in the parameters of the behavior expected of me. And every single time I made my Step Daddy sigh or frown it felt like I knife in my heart. I was a let down. Always too loud. Always moving too much. Always too fat and always too ugly. Always too much. Unless I sat quietly. But I've always been a firecracker and all of that containment really made me want to blow off! All of what was inside of me, swirling and dividing in me. Burying the side of me that I loved the most! I was a bastard and a blasphemy. Harsh words for a girl of 3. They said them when they baptized me.