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Killua sometimes wishes he could change his life. He wishes that one morning, he would just wake up and open his eyes to find a room of his own with big windows and a huge bookcase. He just wants to open his eyes and see someone to wish him good morning.

Someone who cares...

Someone who will stay by him...

Someone who won't let him down...

That's his dream. The dream he doesn't want to wake up from.

And every morning he opens his eyes with hope to be greeted by absolutely nothing. No family, no loved ones and no friends... It's just him.

He was born alone, he will die alone.

And it hurts. He has so much love in him but he is scared. He is scared that he will love someone and they will let him down.

They always let him down.

Maybe he is the problem. Maybe he doesn't deserve it after all. Maybe this aloneness is something that he will never ever get rid off. And all he wants is to feel something positive. He wants to be happy. He doesn't want to be sad anymore. He wants this pain to end. He wants his pointless life to end. He wants to go to an endless slumber, he wants that dream to never ever end...

But he knows he has to keep going. For the ones he lost, the ones that used to care... He is about to give up, About to let go...

That is until he meets Gon Fucking Freecs.

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W A R N I N G

-A lot of swearing cause Killua.

-A lot of sad shit. Like when I sad I mean sad.

-Last but not least a lot of fluff that your heart can't handle.

THIS BOOK IS INSPIRED BY MAEVE WILEY FROM SEX EDUCATION!!!