Hold on till may .

And I don't know why did u go . Where did u go ? Have I done something wrong ? I'm feeling so sad now . You left without saying something . And I'm still living with a false hope . An ugly truth . That I don't want to face . And I swear I don't know if I was living in a lie . I don't know why I still believe you . You went through all this pain with me . But at the end , even if there's no pain anymore like it used to be , that doesn't mean that you can't leave me. Because I was getting better ...
And I still feel like there's a knife that tears my throat .