Dear Wattpad, Love Bee
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Ongoing6m
Last published Mon, Apr 19, 2021
This is literally my diary.
My life during this pandemic has been an absolute shit show. My only comfort is expressing my feelings, usually through a journal.
I've read a lot on Wattpad, from the fan fics to the horror stories. I absolutely love drama, though. I thrive on reading drama because it reminds me that my life could be worse or I love weighing in on situations that have no consequences for me. It's just damn entertaining.
This is what is possessing me to publish my journal. Changed names, of course. But I am providing the dear readers of Wattpad with the ability to look into my thoughts, to read the drama and weigh in.
So here it is, Wattpad. Here is the buzz.
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