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open hands and closed fists but nothing fills the silence ⌲ l.s.

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Reads 82,999
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Parts 22
Time 4h 12m

amazaynly-in-deniall

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actions and reactions. 
(or: harry hasn't spoken for a year and his boyfriend, louis, has yet to figure out why. harry is a sophomore in college and louis is a senior, and they navigate a world of noise.)

[June 2021]
word count: 50,000 words
trigger warnings: attempted suicide, trauma/ptsd, severe physical violence, smutAll Rights Reserved

1d bottomharry boyxboy college fanfic fanfiction gay harry harrystyles larry larrystylinson lgbt louis louistomlinson love onedirection romance sad styles stylinson tomlinson toplouis trauma

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No place to stay -L.S. by Soof2233

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Crushin' and a Blushin' by wakamonster

Harry is scary. Or he's at least intimidating, with his long curly hair and piercing green eyes. People tend to be shy and nervous around him, so when he meets a small lad with cheek bones he's not prepared for the opposite to happen. OR The one where long haired Harry is his usual intense self but straight, or so he thinks. But that all changes when he meets Louis. Louis x Harry Larry bitches <3 *Finished late July or early August 2021*

falling for you [prequel] ➳ l.s. by amazaynly-in-deniall

the brief backstory to 𝘣𝘢𝘤𝘬 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘺𝘰𝘶, in which louis and harry fall in love -- the first time. (or: an elapsed timeline of a relationship between a blue-eyed junior and a curly-haired freshman.) [December 2020] word count: 22,000 words trigger warnings: anxiety/panic attacks

↠ just a little bit of your heart ↞ l.s by slurpsyrup

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Glitter And Dust [L.S] by Maguii_Sol

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Remind Me To Forget (L.S.) ✔️ by FallingForTheHabit

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No place to stay -L.S. cover

Crushin' and a Blushin' cover

falling for you [prequel] ➳ l.s. cover

↠ just a little bit of your heart ↞ l.s cover

Glitter And Dust [L.S] cover

Remind Me To Forget (L.S.) ✔️ cover

Don't Let Things Die [L.S] cover

Footie (L.S.) cover

back for you ➳ l.s. cover

Misery (Larry Stylinson AU) cover

the way you touched me [short story] ⌁ l.s. cover

I'm Fine | Larry Stylinson cover

next to you ❀ l.s. cover

Black Bird cover

blue eyes like blue skies<3 ~l.s cover

Rivals with Benefits cover

Walls | Larry Stylinson cover

The Sound Of The Sea [L.S] cover

Push Me (BoyxBoy) cover

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