metanoia (H.S)
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Last published Sun, May 30, 2021
"metanoia
/ˌmɛtəˈnɔɪə/
noun
change in one's way of life resulting from penitence or spiritual conversion.
"Since you came along I experienced a profound metanoia, everything about me became just about you.
so then you decided to crawl under my soul like a relentless hurricane and flip my life over, you decided to show me that before you, I was no one. You decided to touch every single part of my being, every inch of my mind, my soul and my body to make me believe this is what i've been missing my entire life, that this was really the kind of love people talked about. But it turned out to be the complete opposite, you wanted me to experience metanoia after meeting you, and I forgot that for that, you had to become my penitence."
// TW //
contains descriptive, strong bloody violence, drug use, illegal activities. strong language, scenes of sexual nature.
intended for mature audiences only.
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