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metanoia (H.S)

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"metanoia
/ˌmɛtəˈnɔɪə/
noun
change in one's way of life resulting from penitence or spiritual conversion.
"Since you came along I experienced a profound metanoia, everything about me became just about you. 
so then you decided to crawl under my soul like a relentless hurricane and flip my life over, you decided to show me that before you, I was no one. You decided to touch every single part of my being, every inch of my mind, my soul and my body to make me believe this is what i've been missing my entire life, that this was really the kind of love  people talked about. But it turned out to be the complete opposite, you wanted me to experience metanoia after meeting you, and I forgot that for that, you had to become my penitence." 

// TW //
contains descriptive, strong bloody violence, drug use, illegal activities. strong language, scenes of sexual nature.  
intended for mature audiences only.All Rights Reserved

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Dangerous(A One Direction Fan Fiction) by XAngelaX11

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killer instinct - || h.s. || by eversincekyoto

a killer instinct was coined in the early boxing world as a protective, cold mentality that surges to one's consciousness and turns one into a vicious defense practitioner. everyone has a killer instinct. for harry styles, that ruthless mentality always seemed to circle back to one singular thing - her. --- but she doesn't let me go far, keeping our faces inches apart and my lips curl up as i chew this gum in between my teeth. her fingers roughly press into my cheeks and she smiles back with a devilish, lustful glint in her eyes. "you're gonna want me in control more often after i'm done with you, baby." she whispers, taking me aback with the boldness of her statement as she simply smiles before letting go of my face with a light shove. i slowly scoff and she hums as i shake my head at her. "yeah? prove it." i taunt and she sinks her straight white teeth into her bottom lip with a smirk. --- || mature and explicit content, read at your own risk * ||

Iniquity [h.s] by _fallingkiwii

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