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suicide 
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Description: I'm sorry little girl for your dreams will NOT come true but I promise you, I did try.All Rights Reserved

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TW warning: Self harm, suicide attempt, suicidal ideation. I wanted to type a story apart from my normal. As we all have been through quarantine, I have seen a lot of deteriorating mental health for a lot of people. I decided to write a heavier piece pulling from my experience and other people because bringing awareness to the alone-ness we can experience is important so we can all feel a little closer together. I felt it was also fitting recalling a tweet where Dream had reached out to a fan when they mentioned that they were struggling. (Not a recommendation to use poor mental health to get your favorite YT's attention, just an example) If this hard topic is not up your alley, you may have to wait a little until I release a different fanfic. *It may not be another Dream one though* Checkout who the story is about: Dream/Clay/DreamWasTaken: IG: Dreamwastaken Youtube: Dream Minecraft: Dream Twitter: Dream Snapchat: Dreampublic Last warning, READER DISCRETION IS ADVISED. Mature themes are explored, including and not limited to sexual content and poor mental health.

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