𝐤𝐚𝐭𝐬𝐮𝐤𝐢 𝐛𝐚𝐤𝐮𝐠𝐨 𝐱 𝐬𝐚𝐲𝐚𝐤𝐚 𝐧𝐚𝐛𝐮𝐤𝐨

There's something that's been happening to me recently that's changed the way I look at you. Something boiling in the back of my brain that not only consumes my conscience but angers me. There's nothing in my head that defeats you in a race of consistency. You are always there. You've always been there, actually, and I have nothing to say about it. When you're with me, when you touch me, you subtly let me know there's nothing in this world I can't do. When you smile, my brain treats it like a phenomenon, stopping every functioning system in my body to stare at you. You're the closest to heaven I'll ever be. I'd try to convince myself you were just an annoying infatuation. But watching you after everything we've been through punctured me. I would die for you, knowing that my love persists through sacrifice. I'd give everything to you that love demands, and everything more that you deserve. I don't care what they see me as, if I can't live wholly with you, then I don't want to live at all. There's nowhere I feel as accepted as in your presence.

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