Dear Diary,
Of all the people, why me?
Hindi ko alam kung ano ang mararamdaman ko. Pain, anger, jealousy, anxiety, fear. I don't know.
11:11 was special to me it's my most precious time, because I believe that if you wish at exactly 11:11 your wish will be granted.
Not until my darkest, most painful day of my life occurred. At exactly 11/11 (November 11), it was my 21st birthday, I found out that I have a cancer called Acute Myeloid Leukemia (AML).
My dreams were ruined. My life was ruined.
But, a man came into my life.
He made me feel loved.
He made me feel happy.
He made me feel special.
How can I leave this man?
I know someday I will be gone in this world and I just wanted to spend the rest of my years, months, days, especially my last sunsets with him.
Yours truly,
Amari Angeli
Date Started: April 4, 2021
You will never know who is the one for you..
You will never know what will the future is..
You will never know you were meant to be..
You will never know it was him all along...
Sacrificing for the person you love is the Greatest thing you could only give..
Patience and respect is the factor of peace...
I could sacrifice my life for his happiness..
Date completed: January 18,2021