What I Thought I Forgot
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Nikolena Sokolova realizes the life she once knew, the life of Nathalie Lennox, was nothing more than a lie. The American Government is after her; Her past enemies want revenge; Power cravers want recognization. Although, none of that matters to her. She just wants to outrun her un-slayable demons and the past that has broken her again and again. At least, not everyone is after her, right? Wrong. Though he means well, Bucky brings a long chain of memories with him while he tries desperately to help Nikolena. Spiralling further into darkness, Nikolena must learn how to win a fight with herself and how to put her faith in others. Running from others is easy, but can Nikolena Sokolova escape herself?
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