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Nikolena Sokolova realizes the life she once knew, the life of Nathalie Lennox, was nothing more than a lie. The American Government is after her; Her past enemies want revenge; Power cravers want recognization. Although, none of that matters to her. She just wants to outrun her un-slayable demons and the past that has broken her again and again. At least, not everyone is after her, right? Wrong. Though he means well, Bucky brings a long chain of memories with him while he tries desperately to help Nikolena. Spiralling further into darkness, Nikolena must learn how to win a fight with herself and how to put her faith in others. Running from others is easy, but can Nikolena Sokolova escape herself?
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Dancing For Demons by ClimbingImagination

His mumbling ceased and he turned around slowly, his hands clenched into a fist. As he spoke, his eyes travelled down her body, assessing her strengths and weaknesses from the way she stood to the weapons she carried. "Have you come to kill me?" his gruff voice asked. When Hydra's greatest weapon, the winter soldier, escapes their control, they have no choice but to bring in a new spy and assassin to fill her position. Anastasia is quick, deadly and invincible. Experimented on, she has the incredible capability of healing from most injuries, in seconds. Her skills and talents have earned her respect and her reputation is one to be feared, even though she is only fifteen years-old. When she is given the job of taking out the Hydra's mortal enemies, the Avengers, she prepares herself for every possible situation. But she is not prepared for the truth that has been hidden from her for so long. And with everything that she has done, how can she find trust and protection when everyone wants her dead or in a cage? This book is FINISHED The cover is made by @zmswift

Fragments of Us: A WinterWidow Short Story by KPBwriter

The past isn't always buried. After the brutal mission with Leo Novokov, Natasha Romanoff awakens with pieces of her life missing, fractured memories veiled in a fog she can't quite penetrate. Her life as a spy, her history as an Avenger-it's all there, except for the warmth of something she can no longer feel but senses should be there. Bucky Barnes, the man who once knew her better than anyone, has chosen to remain hidden, leaving the love they shared buried for her own protection. Bucky is a ghost in her life, careful to stay in the shadows, but unable to fully let go. Everywhere he goes, there are quiet reminders of Natasha-the faded notes in his journals, the scars they gave each other, the empty side of his bed each night. But he's convinced that to bring her memories back would endanger her, so he lets her go. For Natasha, however, the whispers of her past are relentless. Fleeting fragments of laughter, half-remembered dreams, and the brush of a familiar touch haunt her in the quiet. And as she uncovers old trinkets, redacted files that even her highest clearance level can't access, and glimpses of a man whose eyes spark an unexplainable ache, she realizes that her past holds secrets someone wants her to forget. Driven by curiosity and a deep, instinctual yearning she doesn't understand, Natasha starts to chase the fragments back to their source. And with each step, Bucky finds himself pulled closer, torn between protecting her and wanting her back.

Never in a Million Years |N.R| by OXCJ2802

At twenty one years old, Y/n Orlova's living memory only spanned the last seven years. All of them having been lived in the suffocating grips of one especially dark organisation; HYDRA. She'd become a slave to their hardening routines, truly believing that the rest of her life would mirror that of what she had lived so far. Never ending darkness. But things changed with the colour red. When an Avenger is captured and Y/n is ordered to watch over them, all she can focus on is the red of her hair. It captivates her, warms her, and before she knows it a small light begins to shine where no light had shone before. And so begins the tumultuous journey of such an unlikely pair. Could this woman be the key to Y/n's future outside the grips of HYDRA? Or will she simply bring false hope and nothing more, surely drowning out whatever light Y/n had left? Love is in the air. Let's hope Y/n doesn't forget how to breathe. - Y/n Orlova x Natasha Romanoff (FxF) - Winter soldier onwards - Natasha is younger (Born 1987) in order to better suit storyline

In Their Hands ✧･ BARNES ✔ by evendeadiamtheher0

Zola Barnes, daughter of Natasha Romanoff, and the adoptive daughter of Clint Barton is raised in the red room for the first few years of her life. She grew up to the feeling of the Winter Soldier's metal fist punishing her for every mistake she made. She was thirteen-year-old Natalia's liability in the red room, but she was Clint Barton's world once he took the two of them in instead of pursuing his mission to kill them. Their lives change as they work for SHIELD alongside Clint, run from their old captors with his help, and hide in hotels and safe houses. Though Zola can hardly speak English or understand what is happening to her, she builds relationships with her mother, whom she used to be denied of seeing. She gets closer to Clint, who she genuinely believed was her father. She didn't know any better. Thankfully, she was happy to lose the one relationship she never asked for. She'd longed for a father figure, but the relationships she had with everyone in the Red Room, especially the Winter soldier, were not that. As unfortunate as it was for Bucky, who wanted nothing more than to be a part of his daughter's life, he was forced to watch her grow up in someone else's care from a distance. They wiped him so often, he would hardly remember her, anyway. Still, in the small moments where he could remember, he hoped that one day he would win her trust back as Bucky, not the Winter Soldier that she knew. BOOK ONE IN ZOLA BARNES SERIES.

Carnage by mcrstan6

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WORLD'S WEIGHT ▹ tfatws ✓ by aurunium

WORLD'S WEIGHT ━━ "But if you bury your sadness instead of letting it out, what else can it do but grow in your veins to your heart?" As the old saying they have in the Red Room, nothing good comes without paying the price of blood. Six months ago Czarina Barnes came back from the dead as how was she before the snap. A semi stable, nineteen year old girl that's no longer under HYDRA's influence. The only difference is all she has now is her father and two cold tombstones. part of the Mirrorbound Trilogy pre to post s1 of tfatws book cover by -SNIVYNYX © ashara / aurunium ─── 2021

Finding You and Me: Bucky Barnes Fanfiction by classybailey

Book 2 in the Soldier's Dolls Series. PREQUEL TO THE BREACHER A super-soldier known as the Red Swan escaped HYDRA a year ago and she's been living in the shadows. She was another super-soldier that did as HYDRA asked, but she luckily found a way to get her brain back. After SHIELD fell, she was was free to do as she pleased. One night, she gets an unexpected visit from an old friend asking for help. He wanted to know who he was. Who better to ask than the woman who freed herself? The only question is, will their past catch up with them? Whether it's their chemistry or the organization that started it all, it's bound to happen somehow. ~~~~~~~~~ "What's next?" he asks me. "That all depends on what you want to know about yourself," I state. "Everything. I want all of my memories back. Do you think you can do that?" He asks with pleading eyes. I've never seen a man like the Winter Soldier seem so happy and vulnerable before. I don't know whether it's good or bad. "Yeah," I place a hand on his shoulder, "I'll see what I can do. We can't do it here though. Someone has picked up on us by now, so we have to keep moving." This will be quite an adventure. ~~~~~~~~ TAKES PLACE AFTER WINTER SOLDIER AND INTO CIVIL WAR DISCLAIMER: I unfortunately don't own these characters (except the Red Swan she's mine bitch back off). Definitely some MATURE content. Read at your own risk :)

EMBERS | Bucky Barnes COMPLETED by hollowsmiles

A year after the world was snapped back, Lena tries her best to adjust to being alive after five long years. She lives a simple life, trying to fill up the vacancy that her previous memories left. After the dust settled after the final battle against Thanos, Bucky struggled for months after to accept the fact that Lena is gone. So when he finds out that she's still alive, and that she may have never been snapped away like they both thought she was, he's determined to find the truth-and to get her back. Conspiracies, lies, betrayal-and maybe even love- is all that awaits these two as they seek to unfurl the secrets that changed the trajectory of their lives. ---- TRIGGER WARNING: This book has sexual content, violence, and depictions of torture. Post-TFATWS 193,000+ word count COMPLETED/EDITING #1 in jamesbuchananbarnes #40 in thewintersoldier #1 in ocstory

Little Ballerina (A WinterWidow Story) by anywayrenee

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Untangling a Memory by abbystender

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Dancing For Demons

His mumbling ceased and he turned around slowly, his hands clenched into a fist. As he spoke, his eyes travelled down her body, assessing her strengths and weaknesses from the way she stood to the weapons she carried. "Have you come to kill me?" his gruff voice asked. When Hydra's greatest weapon, the winter soldier, escapes their control, they have no choice but to bring in a new spy and assassin to fill her position. Anastasia is quick, deadly and invincible. Experimented on, she has the incredible capability of healing from most injuries, in seconds. Her skills and talents have earned her respect and her reputation is one to be feared, even though she is only fifteen years-old. When she is given the job of taking out the Hydra's mortal enemies, the Avengers, she prepares herself for every possible situation. But she is not prepared for the truth that has been hidden from her for so long. And with everything that she has done, how can she find trust and protection when everyone wants her dead or in a cage? This book is FINISHED The cover is made by @zmswift