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Stillness

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Time 4h 21m

Reads 63,901
Votes 1,812
Parts 32
Time 4h 21m

Mature

Hermione didn't know how to get over the war. She thought returning to Hogwarts would help but after a breakdown the most unlikely person helped her up and taught her it was okay to not be okay. 

*Check out the companion piece as well From the Desk of Draco Malfoy*

****TRIGGER WARNINGS****
PTSD, SELF HARM, SUICIDE ATTEMPT, ALCOHOL ABUSE, SEXUAL SITUATIONS, MENTAL ILLNESS.
THESE CHARACTERS ARE GOING THROUGH SOME SHIT SO THEY ARE NOT MENTALLY HEALTHY PEOPLE.
THE RELATIONSHIPS ARE TOXIC, THERE WILL BE AN ATTEMPT AT SUICIDE, THERE WILL BE MENTIONS OF SELF HARMING.All Rights Reserved

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All Mine (Drarry) by SecretlyGayMom_Kyra

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The Only Thing Left (DracoxReader) by dracoswifek

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Blood Bound by emsly6454

Struggling with the consequences of the war, Hermione distances herself from the rest of the Golden Trio and returns to Hogwarts as Head Girl. Surrounded by constant noise, she finds her quiet in the company of the annoying blonde-haired Head Boy. Draco Malfoy is trapped behind his occlumency walls. Having kept them up for so long during the war, he can't bring himself to take them down. The only person who manages to get behind his walls just so happens to be the bushy-haired Head Girl. As each-other's only hope, can the two get along long enough to fix their problems?

Only Ash Remains by shilo1364

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The End Of It All by that_1_theater_kid

The war is over. Lives are slowly going back to normal. Summer break is hard for everyone, but one person in particular isn't sure if he can make it. Harry Potter. He hasn't heard from his friends in months. All he has is his Godfathers empty house, a house elf that constantly makes a portrait scream, and a pistol he stole from his uncle. What he's about to do, no one knows about. Until the one person he was able to save finds him. This story has severe mentions of suicide, self harm, rape, ect. Don't read if this makes you uncomfortable. Do not repost on any other website/account without my permission.

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The Internal Devices by astra276

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Perfectly Matched | ᴅʀᴀᴍɪᴏɴᴇ ✓ by adharyn

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