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Last published Mon, Aug 1, 2022
i really dont know i just wwe live in a messed up world
i've known that since i was a child
i never felt normal if i think about it
never knowing if i'm actually real sucks, one day i'll just wake up and think it's all just a game
life is a game and i'm losingant to write something ig
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