The Secrets We Try To Hide

Jeon Jungkook always was the one who wanted to please everyone, even before his debut.

From a young age he's been told that he should be a strong, independent but kind-hearted Alpha.
He was forced to learn how an Alpha had to behave, look and communicate even though he would rather spend his time by playing with his toys or other kids.

One time, he had been seven back then, Jungkook had bulit a pillow fort at night, always finding comfort by building them.
He had been cuddling with the only stuffed animal he had been allowed to have, laying under a few layer's of blankets.

Jungkook still remembers the sudden feeling of dread clawing at his throat as he had been woken up by the scent of anger.

It was the last time he built one.

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Jungkook constantly tried to reach the goals his parents set for him, desperately trying to make them proud...and they were!
He was sure they were proud of him.
That's what he forced himself to think, attempting to protect the spark of hope that one day he'll be enough.

That's exactly why he cannot be an Omega.

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More chapters already on Ao3 , same title