SCARS TO MY HEART
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Last published Mon, Apr 5, 2021
I used to admire his personality because he is everyone's friend and everyone's crush. He is my best friend, and I couldn't recall when did it start our relationship from best friends to lovers than just someone or maybe an acquaintance after we ended our relationship. I have to survive high school and pretend I am ecstatic and was alright watching my ex-lover and ex-friend together with his new lovers. yes, I am faking things just to survive this chapter of my life. hope the only chapter where they are associated with. and if they only knew am almost tempted to swallow all the pills into my drawer, just almost.
I thought after high school drama and after having my heartbroken, it's going to be just in the past. however, college was the worst. I even forgot we used to share the same dream.
sending my middle finger to him in my wildest dream while facing him in the middle of the crowd during someone's party, and then amazingly my long lost friend save me from this misery or should I say drama that I have been avoiding since then.
Then my best friend who avoided me when I started to have a relationship with my ex is now back. and I was wondering what happens to us, and what did I do wrong to get my heart broken into pieces.
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