Sometimes sadness is hidden in the most boisterous laughs

This is somewhat of a first draft to a book I am writing, I'm thinking about posting it as chapters every 2 weeks or so, if you all would like to read it, and find this draft interesting, I would love your feedback, since although I've written a lot of books, I've never had people read them, I've just written them. But with covid, and free time, I thought if I could turn my hobby of writing into a profession, it would be cool.