-',*~ Snakes and butterflies ~*,'- (A Loki x reader)

(Y/n) had always struggled, with her health mentally, and physically, but due to those around her she learned to push it all down. Bottle it up like it doesn't exist and for the longest time this worked. All the trauma she experienced in her youth was pushed down and now she was powerful, shes an avenger, she had friends, no one would have to know about who she used to be. How she still struggles deep down. And no one will ever know, except for one person. She couldn't keep her kind off him, it swarmed her like a plague, how could he know? Is it because he understands? I can't let my guard down or else he'll just hurt me like everyone else has. Still I can't keep him out, he barely knows me yet it's like he was there my whole life experiencing everything alongside me. It angered (y/n) to an extreme yet it still always led back to him. Loki, the God of Mischief.