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What Now?

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Markus has lived his life in a bubble. A very strict bubble. Church equals good. Everyone is made in God's image. Everyone should follow the word of God. More recently though Markus' bubble popped. Strange thoughts and people lead him away from the restrictive Bracken family morals. Struggling with his identity, family, and friends, Markus' senior year is one he'll (maybe she'll) always remember.

I've marked this story as mature because it will eventually deal with suicidal ideations, physical assault, and intimacy.(CC) Attrib. NonComm. NoDerivs

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A Touching Of Lips (BoyxBoy) by mossfordgreen

Why does life come with so many different possible answers to the same question? Which answer is the correct one and how do you know for sure? Finding your true self, amid all the decisions you're forced to make in growing up, is quite a battle, isn't it? I was doing okay. Really I was. Then I literally bumped into him and that was it. That was when everything changed. My life took a new turn and became an exciting adventure. I found myself swept along in a sea of change that I either had to swim along with, or sink and drown. It was a no brainer to swim but fully embracing the changes to the way I thought and felt was quite a journey. This is my story.

Spider-MAN (Trans Peter Parker Story) by Newt_L_Young_

Peter is your average teenage boy... except he's not. Peter Parker knows all about secret identities. Not only is he Spider-Man, he's also a trans guy. From bullies to bad guys, Peter Parker must get past obstacles like Flash, dysphoria, and high school. Not to mention working with the avengers and preparing to attempt taking down Thanos in an Infinity War. Join Peter on his journey to being his complete and true self, from his LGBT identities: bi and trans ftm, to the superhero identity of Spider-Man. His bonds with the avengers will grow, and he'll even later on meet new friends, like Shuri. But Peter will never truly leave May, Ned, or MJ behind, either. Started 8-8-18 COMPLETED: 9-27-18 Cover credit: me ENTERED INTO WATTYS AWARD 2019 *I love trying to keep stuff as canon and believable as possible, but there's a few changes: (trans Peter), Steve x Bucky, deaf Clint, Lucky aka Pizza Dog, etc.* *Smut-free, but some instances of sexual/romantic content *LGBT *Good spelling/grammar* *Tom Holland as Spider-Man Version *Possible Marvel spoilers? (Any Marvel movie Infinity War and before) TRIGGER WARNING: Includes bad ftm dysphoria, flashbacks, self harm, suicidal thoughts/tendencies, anxiety/panic attacks, alcoholism, cussing, and depression. Book 1: Spider-MAN (Trans Peter Parker Story) Book 2: Man in a Can (PTSD Recovery) Rankings: 1. #1 in ftm - Sept. 22-Oct. 21, 2018 2. #9 in transgender - Oct. 15, 2018 3. #1 in trans - June 24, 2019 4. #1 in transpeterparker - Sept. 30 - Oct. 31, 2018 5. #15 in irondad - Oct. 31, 2018 6. #1 in steverogersbuckybarnes - Dec. 21, 2018 7. #1 in Stucky - Dec. 7, 2018 8. #7 in guardiansofthegalaxy - Sept. 29, 2018 9. #15 in fan fiction - December 31, 2018 10. #2 in marvel - January 2, 2019 11. #96 in LGBT - Feb. 23, 2019 You're still reading this? Why? Might as well just read the book at this point. ;P

Her Name Was Meloni by RosieVay

His hand stayed on mine as he pulled out back on the road and I could feel the embarrassment creeping up my cheeks. "I'm sorry." I said. First I was the sick girl with staring problem, and now I'm the girl with anxiety issues. "Everyone comes with there baggage. Im well from perfect. I have mommy and daddy issues. Anger issues. I've never really cherished anyone outside of my brothers and Becks. You have mommy issues. Staring problems. An okay heart. And anxiety problems. We all have imperfections. It's when we find someone who can love of us in spite of them is when we become perfect for each other." He said and my heart nearly exploded. "You kinda ate that." I said with a smile. He busted out laughing. "Never say that again." After finally being able to start her knew life, Meloni begins her new life in college, with a new budding relationship with Tate. And a new heart. Everything seem to be going to plan. Making new friends and getting to know more people until an unexpected visitor come into town and shakes up her while world. Will Meloni be able to find her center? Will she and Tate be able to make it through these confusing times? Please make sure to read the first book, His Name Was Tate!

Against Myself. by xMotionlessHorizonx

Cole Jennings. I'm transgender. I've been contemplating coming out to my family ever since I was about 12. One day, on New year's, I decided to come out. And everything changed. TW: Mentions of rape!! Rated mature for: Mentions/description of rape Cursing

Family line by jenlisa_is_superior

Three girls three different stories All that I did to try to undo it All of my pain and all your excuses I was a kid, but I wasn't clueless (Someone who loves you wouldn't do this) All of my past, I tried to erase it But now I see, would I even change it? Might share a face and share a last name but (We are not the same, same)

Losing Rene? by sabrynabrooklynne

This book is written from the point of view of a father raising a child alone. It's an emotional journey through past life experiences and present life acceptances that takes place in one single scene with flashbacks that fill the reader in on how we got to that point. The following is an excerpt from one of the flashbacks: " Who is this woman and the kids in your drawing," I asked my son. He sat the crayon down and picked up another without looking up. "Those are mine from before." I raised my eyebrows. "From before when?" "From before I was born." Intrigued, I pulled out a chair and set down beside him as he continued to draw. "Rene, before you were born you were just a twinkle in the eyes of your mother and me." "I had a family back in a time before my life was cut short and I was born this time." "Well from the looks of your drawing, you sure had a beautiful wife." "That's not my wife," he informed me sternly. He began to color again, trading one color for another. I smiled and inwardly congratulated my late-wife Renee for passing on to our son such an imagination. I fought the urge to pepper Rene with questions, but once I had really thought about what he said, many of my assumptions about him up to that point were beginning to make some sense. That evening, long after Rene had gone to bed I fired up my laptop and began to research Past Life Experiences. I found that Rene's story was not all that uncommon, and there were countless thousands of children across the globe had insisting that they'd had a past life. Only, this was MY SON. *This story was written by Sabrynabrooklynne on Wattpad. If you aren't reading it there, it's been stolen. Please report the website. It's probably not the final version either.*

A Different Kind of Love by artsykid04

Max was very different -- but in a unique way. That much Justin could figure out. He just couldn't figure out what was different about her. There was something about her that drew him closer and he just had to figure that out. But what happened when he found out? Did he discover he was way in over his head? Max tried to stay to himself for the most part. He hated the idea of someone calling him a girl to his face. Just the mere thought sent him in a spiral -- he wanted to take the thing out of his pocket to make him focus on something else. But he didn't. Often. Especially since he noticed the kind-eyed kid in the front of his class noticing him more and more. He didn't know what the boy wanted -- he didn't think it could be good. But what happened when he decided to trust him? Would he regret it? *Rated mature because of the topic -- there will also be self-harm and cussing and other things like that. Read at your own risk. *Story has been edited

Cold || A Sincerely Three Fanfiction by InsanityIsAHobby

I DO NOT OWN ANY CHARACTERS OR ANYTHING PLEASE DON'T COPYRIGHT ME PLEASE. Evan has always had some trouble making friends. He will admit that. His school was extremely transphobic, homophobic, you name it. But there are those few accepting people who may care. Jared knew he was kind of a weirdo. Okay a huge weirdo. He really just wanted some real friends. Is that too much to ask? His only real friend didn't even think he actually cared. Connor just wanted the pain to stop. That's all. He could numb it all he wanted but it never went away. He hated his parents. His sister was barely tolerable. But he just wanted to die. Evan and Jared have been friends for a while now. But they are just "family friends" although they both want more. They meet Connor and feelings erupt from the three. Connor and Jared support Evan in his troubles. Evan and Jared help Connor to better his mental state. And Evan and Connor give Jared much needed love. Everything goes smoothly until Evan starts getting sick. Really sick. The stress that his anxiety put on him may have been too much. No one knew what caused it, but just like words, his heart was failing. Will Evan be okay? Will this affect their relationship? Jared and Connor worry too much for their own good but they can't help it. Who can?

Book I: to cross oceans for [BxB] (trans) - completed by transFigure_

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Dear God by JaySero0

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Book I: to cross oceans for [BxB] (trans) - completed cover

A Touching Of Lips (BoyxBoy)

Why does life come with so many different possible answers to the same question? Which answer is the correct one and how do you know for sure? Finding your true self, amid all the decisions you're forced to make in growing up, is quite a battle, isn't it? I was doing okay. Really I was. Then I literally bumped into him and that was it. That was when everything changed. My life took a new turn and became an exciting adventure. I found myself swept along in a sea of change that I either had to swim along with, or sink and drown. It was a no brainer to swim but fully embracing the changes to the way I thought and felt was quite a journey. This is my story.