Hayley's world crumbles in front of her eyes and as she keeps on trying to maintain control in sick ways she just spirals further down. Taylor can feel her fading away mentally and physically but she won't allow him to help her because she thinks she deserves the pain. She just has to hit the rock bottom to realize what and who it is that she really deserves. --- Oneshot. Fiction. Trigger warnings in tags. I'm not romanticizing anything, writing stuff like this is just like therapy to me. If you're struggling with any said things my messages are open. You're not alone ♡