The Stages of Grief and the Route I Took to Find Myself

A friendship breakup is worst than any regular breakup. It hurts. It feels like shit. The feeling that somebody that you spent so much time with, giving them every ounce of love you had. Spilling every secret you could of ever think of. It's even worst to talk about it. You want to feel strong and that it didn't affect you, but it did. Badly. Every single laugh you shared together, every single joke, smile, memory. All turned into tears. Streaking down your face. We can't help it, it's natural to cry over somebody that you loved gone. Stripped away of the person you felt you could trust is the worst. I know that. That's why I wrote this. I lost my best friend, this isn't meant to shame her or make her feel bad, I just want her to know how much she meant to me. All I wanted was her. She was my life, my everything. But she betrayed me for somebody she only knew for a few months. I hope she reads this. If you are, I love you. And I miss you too.