Written On My Corporis
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Sex ruined my life. I know, I sound silly - maybe even cliche. That's the last thing I want to be. I have struggled for a long time with lots of things, thoughts, feelings. Questions how things should be, how things could have been, how things are going to work out. Who am I? Who do I want to be? How am I going to live life? Am I going to heal my wounds and become a stronger person or am I going to hide from them. I am going to loose people. I am going to left behind feelings and people I love deeply. But one thing I know, is that I'll have to find myself.
This is a story of a young person, carrying trauma's and stories with her, being thrown into adulthood while the world is in a crisis. It may sound all very sad and depressing but one thing is sure -- I want to get a message across with this story. I don't want to make anyone feel depressed, but I want to let people feel and know that they are not alone. There are things nobody seems to talk about which makes us feel like we are on our own. I want to be an inspiration for everyone feeling a little lost and trying to fight for what's worth it.
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