Meet You Again (Banana Fish)

The ending of Banana Fish was really sad so I thought of making up a not so heart breaking ending. Or beginning..?

***

I was strong and cold. I was a beast who was brutal.
I was a man who didn't fear anything, even death.

But there's at least one weakness and fear of someone brave and dangerous.

My weakness? Eiji.

The fear of losing him, not seeing him, and to not be able to protect him. Protect him from my dangerous and beastly nature.

The thought of not seeing him worries me, but it also makes me relieved.

He's a nice and good man. Who would want to ruin his innocence? I didn't want him to see me putting bullets in someone's head.

He has seen the beast in me. But still chose to stay along side me.

I felt lucky. If only I could have a life like his. We wouldn't be so heartbroken.

***

"My soul is always with you" tears dropped and quiet sobs were heard.

It seems that death is the only way I can keep you safe.

Forget me. Everything we've been through. Or our memories will just hurt you.