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Not even him

thisshitsasecret

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thisshitsasecret

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.....there wasn't anything we could do. I could do. What was done was done, there wasn't anything to change that. Not even him. Not even he could save me. It's not like anyone cared right. Not. Even. Him. 




TW- self harm, depression, drinking, language, use of f-slur, panic attacks, anxiety attacks, rape, mentions of rape, verbal abuse,All Rights Reserved

accident anxious bands bxblove depression harry larryrystylinson liam louis louissandharry niall onedirection paulhiggins ptsd sadness selfharmawareness simonncowell zayn

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Retaliate - Larry Stylinson FanFic by Slowmotivation

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My Beautiful Secret (One Direction Story) by m1804_

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It Ended With An "Oops" And "Hi" by flowercrownss

Louis Tomlinson and Harry Styles. Two boys who have hopeless crushes on one another, despite never having a conversation. Their lives are far from perfect, and what makes it even worse, is that they don't have each other. Louis has taken notice to the boy with curly hair who works at the bakery. He is completely smitten with Harry and when he finds out that the feelings may be returned, he can barely believe it. However, Louis is scared. Everything in his life is horrible, and Louis is afraid that if he tries to get with Harry, he will be ripped away from him. Harry found the small, blue-eyed boy running through his mind constantly. He always knew that he was gay, but was never one to be open about it, mainly because he craved to be accepted. Harry wants nothing more than to be with Louis, yet the fear of judgement holds him back. It's obvious to everyone that these two boys were meant for each other. But Louis and Harry are afraid of losing everything. The sad truth is, not everyone gets their happily ever after. ---------- WARNING: Mentions of rape, mentions of self-harm, abuse, swearing, and a whole lot of gayness. If this triggers you, please do not read. Your safety and health is more important than any book. ---------- ©OnlyForOneDirection I do not own One Direction (but I wish I did), but I do own the characters, story, plot, and writing. Do not steal my work, because that would make you a thief, and no one likes that label. I don't want you to go down the path of villianism or whatever it's called. So please do not steal my work. Thank you.

Harry's Rose (3 books in one) by m1804_

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Coach Styles [l.s] by brblarry

"You think you can come onto my field and talk to me like you own this place?" He yells and I see a couple figures jump from his reaction, and I don't blame them. He doesn't stop there though. "I don't know who you think you are but you better fix that attitude of yours," he threatens sternly. The last part I can barely hear and is almost inaudible, "Or else I will." But I surely heard it! It scared me even more. But I can't say I wasn't curious as to what that meant, and maybe even a bit aroused. •OR• Louis Tomlinson and his mother are forced to leave their home once they find out his father cheated on his mum. New school. New friends. New football team. And new coach. Louis doesn't know whether he hates his coach, or is falling in love with him. But Louis is caught heart-eyes for his strict coach, even though he won't admit it. Why does Louis like Coach Styles so much? Coach Styles isn't the nicest to Louis either. Will the two get along? Trigger Warning. Mature Audience. Cover by: @oficallycrazyy My story. @brblarry

✔️STRONG [L.S] by rikirriki

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Holding On To Heartache by Darling28__

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You saved eachother by M_tomlinson28-8

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