What's the point
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MatureComplete Wed, Dec 27, 2023<5 mins
This is a poem that I've had saved on my phone for a while but never finished, and then I kinda forgot it existed. I found it the other day and finished. So here it is.
I wrote it years ago...
Warnings: suicidal thoughts, it's very gay so don't read if your homophobic, depression.
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