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A shadow snaked up my arm, a gentle caress, a brush of the night. "My name, Alina." 
I lifted my head. "Please, Aleksander." 
The darkness fell away and the nichevo'ya went still. The Grisha stopped and faced us. I barely registered Mal's horrified gaze. 
"Stand." 
My knees shook, but I pushed myself to my feet and stared into the Darkling's quartz eyes. Lifeless. Empty. 
Victorious.

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The Darkling's forces are too great. The nichevo'ya, the Grisha, the merzost... Alina Starkov has no choice but to surrender and become the Darkling's Queen.

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DARKLING X ALINA FANFIC
TAKES PLACE AFTER CH 11 RUIN AND RISING (SPOILERS)
I update Mondays, Wednesdays, and Fridays! (COMPLETED AS OF 10/6/21)All Rights Reserved

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Exile |The Darkling| by HappyHogan

An eternal love faces the harshest of challenges when the Sun Summoner prophecy comes true. In a six chapter saga, you and Aleksander weather the storm of an embattled history, an uncertain future, and the division of Alina Starkov to complete the task you've have been waiting centuries for: expanding the fold. Cross posted on Tumblr and Ao3; CW: language, injury, descriptions of violence, blood, light smut, angst, hurt/comfort. Completed: 26 May 2021 [Shadow and Bone Season 1 /semi-canon/ all rights regarding characters and script go to its rightful owners. I own the original storyline of reader's insertion into the canon.]

The twins - A grishaverse Darklina fanfic by coolclownfish

What if Alina and the darkling had gone further the night of the winter fate? What if they weren't interrupted till later? Alina is pregnant when she runs away from the darkling with Mal, 9 months later while in Novyi Zem she gives birth to twins. Are the children grisha? What happens when the darkling finds them? -----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------DISCLAIMER MOST OF THE CHARACTERS ARE NOT OWNED BY ME BUT BY LEIGH BARDUGO THIS WILL CONTAIN SPOILERS FROM BOTH THE SHOW SHADOW AND BONE AND THE BOOKS FROM THE GRISHA TRILOGY

Heretics by shadowvillian

The cousin of Alina Starkov...unknowingly has the same magic as Alina, and Aleksander. When the Darkling takes a liking to the both of them what will Yelna do to make sure she keeps her spot where she feels she belongs. What will Alina do to get back what she wants? And what will Aleksander do when he is corrupted by Yelna and forced to enslave Alina? Will they all remain together or will they be ripped apart by the fold dividing them. *Started- July 2021* *Finished- September 2021*

All Things Must End by ambercoleman48jj

A year after Alina Starkov tears down the Shadow Fold, she is finally able to settle into her peaceful life. There is no more war with Ravka. The Darkling, once her enemy, is now a loyal, protective husband, and a father to their adoptive daughter, Amelia. But all things must end. The Sun Summoner learns that a time of peace can become a time of chaos and upheaval in the blink of an eye. As quickly as one war ends, another can emerge. Alina must protect her country as Queen while making sure that the Darkling doesn't revert to his old villainous self, or else all they have built will come crashing down. This is a sequel to The True Saint, but can be read separately. The world is based off of the Shadow & Bone Netflix series/ books by Leigh Bardugo. Book cover art by: misticarts on tumblr ________ |PREVIEW| ------------- The Darkling raises his hand in a motion I know all too well. Behind him, a monster ten feet tall, made of shadow, forms in a menacing stance, ready to carry out his silent orders. I thought I had seen the last of his nichevo'ya a long time ago when we were on opposing sides of the war. I shake my head. "No. No, what are you doing? Wait!" I send the Cut barrelling at the monster. It dissociates into nothing only for another one to take its place. Again, I send the Cut through the abomination, but it was only a diversion. Another one forms behind me, capturing my arms to prevent me from summoning. It holds me above the ground. I kick and scream, but it covers my mouth with its long, slender arm, the other holding me securely to its chest. My breath is labored as I use all of my strength to fight it. It is futile. The Darkling approaches me, stroking his fingers across my cheek as a way to comfort me. It is hard, however, to comfort someone if you are the cause of the distress. "I will do anything in my power to protect you, my Dear Alina. Anything."

Privateer ~ Nikolai Lantsov by nikolailantsovswifey

Amelia Safin one of the most powerful grisha. A heartrender who works for the king and queen along side her twin sister Genya. She is transferred to work for the darkling. One moment the darkling could be all about amelia. But when alina shows up Amelia isn't acknowledged. That's when Amelia knows something is suspicious with the darkling. A/N: Hi! not much in the description cause i have no idea where this story is going. All I know is that it's going to be a Nikolai Lantsov fanfic based on the shadow and bone trilogy! So I hope you enjoy this book and attempt to read it :) I know it may sound like a darkling fanfic but just wait heh heh Tune in for Nikolai coming in the later chapters I gotta get the first book in! highest rankings! #1 in nikolailantsov #1 in privateer #1 in maloretsev #1 in genyasafin

Fire and Shadows (DarklingxOC) (Shadowandbone fanfic) by TonijnPonijn

What would happen if Alina Starkov had a sister. Would they fight over Mal? Would she also be a Grisha? Would she fall for the General? This is just the plot of the first season of Shadow and Bone with my OC Also this is a hate fanfic against Alina (I just personally don't like her) Enjoy:) I do not own shadow and bone or anything from the grishaverse, I only own my OC's and original plot lines

Dark, Blood And Light | Aleksander Morozova by graceful_bumblebee

[Discontinued] Aleksander Morozova. / The Darkling x OC Anna has always been the odd one out with a nasty mysterious scar across her neck. She cannot remember how she got it and growing up her only goal was: to survive. During a expedition through the fold she catches the eye of the most ruthless man in all Ravka, the darkling. Although she cannot deny that he is a terrible being, there is something between them, something familiar. When the word got around that a sun summoner has been found as well their life's are turned upside down. What will the future hold Come and follow Anna into her new adventure through Ravka and find out about the secrets hidden in the long forgotten past. Warnings: Violence, blood, adult themes, spoilers, angst, hurt, comfort, mental illness, mention of toxic mannerisms

Just a Little Longer by RinaKrasniqi6

What if Aleksander told Alina the truth about who he was the night of the Winter Fete? Would she choose to stay with him? or Would she escape with Mal? Little preview from the text: "Aleksander ?"- She said as he stepped away. "Alina before we continue there is something I must tell you,"- He said in a more serious tone. "We won't have time for dinner is that it?" she said in a jokingly tone (Oh what he wouldn't give to pause time right now before he even said anything, before she found out the truth about who he really was, how he wanted to manipulate her but he had fallen for her instead) Just a little longer he thought... but she had the right to know. Not sure where the story will go but darklina is end game. I do not own these characters they were written by Leigh Bardugo from her series of books "Shadow and Bone" Hope you enjoy it. Picture of Fan art: Artscapade on Instagram

Child of Legend - A Shadow and Bone Fanfic by PoshStarfish775

What if the Darkling and Alina hadn't been interrupted that night at the winter fete? What if the Darkling had caused Alina to become pregnant with a child? What would happen to this child of legend? Would they be locked away out of fear? Or welcomed as a saint as Alina once had? Rena was left by the doorstep of an old Shu couple, someone left her there with a note saying "My deepest apologies for leaving my child here, but it was for her own good, she will find me when the time is right, her name is Rena, meaning 'peace' and 'Joy', I hope, unlike me, she will be able to find it" But when General Kirigan and his army of Grisha invade the outskirts of Shu Han, will Rena be discovered, and if so how will she survive? Story starts off in between events of shadow and bone, then slowly progress through siege and storm. __________________________________________________________________________________ *DISCLAIMER MOST OF THE CHARACTERS HERE ARE OWNED BY LEIGH BARDUGO APART FROM A FEW OF MY OWN OC THIS IS BASED ON AND HAS SPOILERS FOR THE BOOKS IN THE SHADOW AND BONE SERIES ALONG WITH THE NETFLIX SHOW* Enjoy!! __________________________________________________________________________________ Ranking achievements: #1 in Grishaverse 22/07/21 #1 in Rena 15/05/22 #1 in LeighBardugo 22/07/21 #1 in Darkling 07/01/23 #1 in RuinAndRising 20/07/22 #1 in AlinaStarkov 06/07/23 #1 in Darklina 07/01/23 #1 in ShadowAndBone 26/01/23

Her Balance | Nikolai x Reader x Darkling by ms_benbarnes

An original book following the story of Y/n Oreli, an orphan from Keramzin who has been best friends with Alina Starkov and Malyen Oretsev since she was a small child. At a young age, before she was tested, she discovered that she had powers to summon the shadows. The only people who ever knew were those close to her. However, the time comes when she has to cross the Fold, but something happens with her powers, and it is revealed that she is something greater. Follows the books of Shadow and Bone, Siege and Storm, and Ruin and Rising. Nikolai Lantsov x Reader x The Darkling All rights reserved to the amazing Leigh Bardugo, except for the plotline pieces that I have added and my characters. Also, this book is similar to Heir of Merlin, where I will be borrowing tidbits from the books. As said in the description, all rights to every word from the Shadow and Bone series go to Leigh Bardugo, and absolutely NONE to me. I will start revising this book in the near future!!

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"Together, we can put an end to all of it." The Darkling said to Alina, and her eyes flickered to where Mal was standing, covered in blood. "Just- just take my hand Alina." Alina could hear his voice quavering under the mask of evil he hid behind. She looked into his cold, grey eyes, and she took his hand. What if Alina was able to change Aleksander, turn him from the evil Black Heretic to a human who felt compassion and love towards Alina? Could she make him whole again? Read to find more. Darklina but less toxic and more wholesome? Grishaverse by Leigh Bardugo Shadow and Bone Series on Netflix is streaming, some of the pictures I will include are from there.

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Not Always the Villain • Darklina One-Shots by ambercoleman48jj

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The True Saint by ambercoleman48jj

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