Will He Love Me
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Ongoing, First published Nov 14, 2014
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"Will he love me?" A girl said to herself as she looked outside from her window. "No," She told herself. "How could God love such a fucked up girl like me?"

Do not read this book if you aren't religious! This book will be about a CHRISTIAN girl, so if you aren't Christian, I advise you not to read this story! There will also be some bad words and talk about mental disorders and self harm, also.

This is a Niall Horan fanfiction, but he will NOT be famous!

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