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✞︎ God said to "love your enemies" but what if the enemy is in fact your own a self deprecated reflection..? ✞︎
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ꨄ︎ 08.04.21 ꨄ︎All Rights Reserved

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Eveyone in their character has some good and bad, remember, you're not an angel but if you want to be a copy of a good person who is also not an angel then only take their good side, in the end you will have pair of good sides, and one bad side that will be your own and will be less heavier than the good sides. You will be grateful if you understand what i meant to say, take inspiration from everyone but don't copy paste their everything in you. You're not a bin, where you are supposed to throw others garbage as well as your own. - Rakhshanda Saeed. 𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐢𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐚 𝐧𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐥 𝐢𝐭 𝐢𝐬 𝐛𝐚𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐨𝐧 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐫𝐭 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐝𝐢𝐟𝐟𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐜𝐞𝐩𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧.

Just Kinda Wanna Die ❤️ by TheWolfGirl0077

Poems. This blew up over the past couple weeks so, thankyou 🥺👉👈❤️ I um, just use Wattpad to vent so I wasn't really expecting this thankyou all for your comments it means a lot to me

𝖭𝖺𝗆𝖺𝗋𝗂 𝗂𝗌 𝗂𝗇 𝗁𝖾𝗋 senior𝗒𝖾𝖺𝗋 𝗈𝖿 𝗁𝗂𝗀𝗁 𝗌𝖼𝗁𝗈𝗈𝗅 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗌𝗁𝖾 𝗆𝖾𝖾𝗍𝗌 𝗌𝗈𝗆𝖾 𝗇𝖾𝗐 𝗉𝖾𝗈𝗉𝗅𝖾. 𝖲𝗁𝖾'𝗌 𝗍𝗈𝗋𝗇 𝖻𝖾𝗍𝗐𝖾𝖾𝗇 𝗍𝗐𝗈 𝗉𝖾𝗈𝗉𝗅𝖾 𝖲𝖾𝗏𝗒𝗇 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝖩𝖺𝗒𝗏𝖾𝗈𝗇. 𝖤𝗏𝖾𝗇 𝗍𝗁𝗈𝗎𝗀𝗁 𝖲𝖾𝗏𝗒𝗇 𝗌𝖼𝗋𝖾𝗐𝗌 𝗎𝗉 𝗆𝗎𝗅𝗍𝗂𝗉𝗅𝖾 𝗍𝗂𝗆𝖾𝗌 𝗌𝗁𝖾 𝗄𝖾𝖾𝗉𝗌 𝗀𝗈𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝖻𝖺𝖼𝗄 𝗌𝗁𝖾 𝗅𝗈𝗏𝖾𝗌 𝗁𝗂𝗆. 𝖡𝗎𝗍 𝖩𝖺𝗒𝗏𝖾𝗈𝗇 𝗂𝗌 𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗋𝖾 𝖿𝗈𝗋 𝗁𝖾𝗋 𝖾𝗏𝖾𝗋𝗒𝗍𝗂𝗆𝖾 𝖲𝖾𝗏 𝖽𝗈𝖾𝗌 𝗌𝗈𝗆𝖾𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗐𝗋𝗈𝗇𝗀. 𝖲𝗈 𝗐𝗁𝗈 𝗐𝗂𝗅𝗅 𝗂𝗍 b𝖾? 𝖳𝗁𝗂𝗌 𝗈𝗋 𝖳𝗁𝖺𝗍

The Plug's Crush (BBW) by mysafesanctuary_

'I'll always choose you, why can't you just choose me? Just this once?' #1 insecure - 17/11/2022 #1 lifequotes - 28/11/2022 #1 druglord - 30/11/2022 #1 bbwlove - 03/12/2022 #1 plus - 09/12/2022 #3 badboy - 29/12/2022 #2 lifeordeath - 31/12/2022 #1 lifeordeath - 02/01/2023 #1 sneakylink - 03/02/2023 #1 biggirl - 19/02/2023 #1 good - 06/08/2023 #2 pregnancy - 10/12/2023

Breaking the Bad Habits of Low Self-Esteem With God's Love by Bridgets-Library

*Wattpad Featured book!* highest ranking- # 42 in non fiction Are you struggling with self hatred? So have I. But I'm learning to love myself through the love of God, and I've observed many bad habits many people with low self-esteem develop, and how I've learned to break them. I really hope this helps people, because I want to make some meaning out of my own suffering.

Inevitable Destruction by Sanna_is_alone

Dazai angst I felt like writing ACTUAL WRITING WILL BE POSTED BY APRIL 30TH !PLEASE MIND THE TW'S THIS IS INCREDIBLY HEAVY! Child endangerment Child abuse Hypothermia Starvation/Descriptions of intense hunger Suicidal thoughts/Ideation Implications of non consensual medical drug usage Self harm Blood Gun/Blades Thoughts/Urges to hurt others (?) Dehumanization Depression Self neglect Suicide/Attempt (VERY descriptive) Panic attack descriptions Slight religious imagery (?) Descriptions of gore/injury Brief mention of torture Law breaking/reckless driving (?) Emotional suppression (?) Drastic mood swings/changes Mentioned character death Playlist on first part and taking suggestions

The Story of My Abusive Ex Partner and Me by Princess_Ali2911

Hello, I am writing this book to show how much I love my partner of two years. I want to get back into starting fresh by rebranding myself to become a woman of god. I will also be discussing my journey from unholy to godly. Christian (Woman of God) Complicated relationship with my ex partner Was a hairdressing student My likes and interests, the bible, bible study, natural hair videos, gospel music, watching sermons. My dislikes: my ex ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹 and him domestically abusing me I broke up with him and he spoke very nasty things to me, I have evidence and he made me cut off people close to me like, family members, friends etc. He made me cut off my cousin, my deceased mum's nephew. I made the book for us however, I am in a legal case and we are not on good terms unfortunately because of the Domestic Violence he did to me in his house and on the streets. Please enjoy the book, It's all real life struggles, I'm dealing with at the moment. I'm not alone anymore and have no choice but to take legal action away from Wattpad against him. He gaslighted me, manipulated me, seduced me etc, I don't regret breaking up with him because I can share my story and have found my voice through Christ almighty 🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾

One of the favourite lessons reading books has taught me is that you're never alone, not alteast in thoughts and words. There are others who think like you, feel like you and react like you. It's like that sometimes, our unspoken thoughts are the bridges that connect us, even though we might be miles apart. And so, I've written them down in the hope that there are many out there in this world who would be willing to walk these bridges leading to me-the real, raw and unhidden self I am- my heart and mind and soul. And I really want to walk over to your side and feel what you are like. You are the one to decide whether you want to build 'em or not... ----------------- Cover by me! None of the media used in this book belongs to me.

wrote down how I felt at times. have deep feelings and messages behind. I tried to make them pleasing to read too :) it's my first time writing 'poems' ig , also English isn't my native language so sorry if I made mistakes, kindly correct me there. thank you for reading 🙏☺️ Written in year 2024

This is a daily updated journal/diary thing that started in January of 2018 and has not ended yet. There will be a part two to this book, because I've found writing in this book so relaxing and helpful when it comes to my mental health. • • • Sometimes I feel trapped. Like I can't tell people how I truly feel because they won't understand. This book is more for me than it is anyone else. I hope you get enjoyment out of it, but honestly, it's an outlet for me to express myself. I'm done keeping my emotions trapped inside myself. I'm truly done with that. If you want to read my emotions and my day to day life, go ahead. If your easily offended by my opinions I would suggest not reading this, because it's practically made for my opinions to be shared. If you hate me, read at your own risk, because this is me being my true self. Some things might not be good to read for those who are struggling with mental illnesses because I do describe my own experience with mental illness and describe horrible thoughts, so it might trigger you. If you ever need someone to talk to just dm me. Thanks for reading <3

Hope Is Never Lost

Eveyone in their character has some good and bad, remember, you're not an angel but if you want to be a copy of a good person who is also not an angel then only take their good side, in the end you will have pair of good sides, and one bad side that will be your own and will be less heavier than the good sides. You will be grateful if you understand what i meant to say, take inspiration from everyone but don't copy paste their everything in you. You're not a bin, where you are supposed to throw others garbage as well as your own. - Rakhshanda Saeed. 𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐢𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐚 𝐧𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐥 𝐢𝐭 𝐢𝐬 𝐛𝐚𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐨𝐧 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐫𝐭 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐝𝐢𝐟𝐟𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐜𝐞𝐩𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧.

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