The Art Of Loving You: Urban Fiction Book (gxg)

"Masked by the scent of your perfume I couldn't dare sense the betrayal coming. You played me like a fiddle and I let you because I loved you and if hiding the pain let me have you for a little while longer than it was fine by me. You were slowly killing me and I swear I should have known this would happen but, how could? You were ruining my life but, it didn't matter if it meant that you would still be mine, why can't I let go? Maybe it's the way you kissed me when I was feeling down. Maybe it was the way you held me when I cried or maybe it was the way you hit me when I yelled. Maybe I got too addicted to the pain; your fist was my drug. The black eyes were my pipe and the tears were the lighter, putting a fire up under my pain and burning it away one bruise at a time. You stole my masculinity, stripped me of my feminine attributes, and turned me into a non-binary monster. Feeling like I would have to become a different species just to please you; I was trapped. The art of loving you was harder than i imagined but i guess that's what i get for loving you. You never really had a father figure so I became that, your mother never really loved you so i made up for it but, i'm tired Eren. I'm tired of having to constantly question myself and wonder if I'm good enough for you. You broke me, but in order for you to even understand why I'm texting you this I wanna talk about the beginning of us."

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