Exploration
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  • Parts 11
  • Time 1h 33m
Ongoing, First published Apr 09, 2021
Mature
You've always considered yourself just your average woman. Sure, tragedy has struck you like it does to everyone eventually. But you've been making the best of it.

You first met Dr. Spencer Reid at Bennington Sanitarium when he came to visit his mother, Diana Reid, who happens to be your favorite patient. As the head nurse, you probably shouldn't have favorites, but hey, you're only human.

After a long and traumatic series of events, you find yourself falling fast in love with the enigma that is Spencer Reid. 
Your relationship isn't all sunshine and rainbows. But one thing is certain, you've both decided to spend the rest of your lives with one another, no matter how short or long they may be.

With no responsibilities, there is so much life to explore together. From parties to substances, you both are ready to become new versions of yourself. How far can you both ride this crazy wave though? How far can you go until there's no way to swim back to shore?


*Content/Trigger Warning*
Contains Criminal Minds spoilers, death, Alzheimer's, PTSD, squirting, drug use, alcoholism, assault, kidnapping, violence, smut, BDSM, choking, anal, and degradation. 

Please note that I do not own the rights to any of the characters from Criminal Minds. I did create my main character who you can name and imagine any way you choose (though my intention is that she is a cis gender female).
This is my first ever fan fiction so yeah lol
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UPDATE: This is a super rough version of this story. I am now editing it and the new version will be posted on AO3. If you didn't know I have permanently moved to AO3. Agent Blair Townsend is very helpful on a case involving the BDSM community where the unsub is a dominant female, spiking the interest of shy Dr Spencer Reid. He looks to her for guidance on a more than unprofessional basis. [I do not own Criminal minds or It's characters, I only own Blair Townsend and a few other Oc's] [If you cannot handle extreme smut or bdsm then you probably shouldn't read this book]