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My Journal

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Reads 56
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Parts 4
Time 8m

Xx__insomniac__xX

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The life I live in on a day to day basis. Insomniac is the only way to describe me, so I decided to write a book about it. I was also challenged to do this because, I have hardly slept for the past 3 days. 

Keep in mind, each part is a page and the story tends to jump around from different time points. This is also a fiction story so that is that, and this is being read by a curios person in the future that was a distant relative to the main character.
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