Layers Of Guilt
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Last published Sat, Apr 10, 2021
(TRIGGER WARNING: SUICIDE)
An eventful story of my time with Ash before things turned so dark. My guilt will eat at me forever and I will always miss him. Just know that he has my heart and I love him so much, my first REAL love.
(I refuse to share his dead name, it is both disrespectful and wrong. Therefore it is *dead name* and that's it. Please do not ask.)
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