The Survivor
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Last published Sun, Apr 11, 2021
WHEN MY INNER SELF GREW I'd accomplished to survive in the wilderness of loneliness. I use to sit in a brown plastic chair while having a coffee through watching the blue skies turning into black and when it rains, my tears without knowing will suddenly fall down. I always wonder how I survived and stand on my own, for now I'm just having a smirk when I remember those days.
"Don't find love, let love finds you", everything has it's own perfect time. Thing you should do TODAY, is to cherish every moment like how a butterfly lives its 48 hours lifecycle.
This story answers the 5w's and 1h' of life, a story of THANK YOU, I LOVE YOU AND GOODBYE. Those days are now part of my memoirs. "Time heals everything" together with acceptance and LONELINESS.
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