Seokjin can only blame himself. It was his fault. Of course everyone had a part to play in it. With Taehyung choosing a career in the criminal world, with Hoseok choosing to dedicate his life to someone bound by the same rope around his own neck, with Jimin finally wanting to live and love again, with Jungkook choosing to live a life of freedom.......with Namjoon choosing to keep him by his side. It was all their fault, but not without one being more guilty than the other. That was humanity, that was morality. What could he do when all his life he swore to protect and serve the community, to heal the wounded and to care for even the ones who didn't deserve it. It's funny. It was quite obvious at one point in his relationship with Bangtan that it would chew out a piece of him. A piece that he would never get back no matter how much love and care he put in. He knew that but he never imagined this is what if felt like, what it looked like. And so he hoped he could fix it or at least join with it. This is a fanfic of a fanfic. This incredible author named Madd4the24 created a Namjin, gang/mafia storyline that I followed for 2 years! Phew! talk about dedication. Anyways please check it out, this person's written works really changed my life even if it was just a fanfic, it was THAT GOOD. There was no smut in the story btw and that should say smth. FYI: This story will only be 10 chapter and will be updated every Sunday.All Rights Reserved