Growing up in a straight world!
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Last published Sat, Aug 30, 2025
This story happens inside a girl's mind even though incidents and real life issues (The pros and cons of life) reflects throughout her life journey. The main character in the story is Ntandoyenkosi "The will of God". She was raised by her single mother who is a firm Christian believer and because of that Ntando and her three siblings grew up in church, trying to be 'holy' in the eyes of their mother.
Ntando had it fine all along until the age of 14, something inside her started happening and she prayed about it almost everytime until she believed she was freed from it but later when she was 17, it came back, with a great force this time. What was it?! She had the idea but it was way too scary to admit. Was she possessed? Leviticus 20:13 had her throat burning with fire and depression started kicking in! And she started to question her religion......
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