My Memoir behind LosÆterna

This is my story of how I met my friends of LosÆterna. This is the true story of all my feelings. I wrote this in despair in the middle of the night, at 1am-6am, all at once on July 29, 2014. There's been no editing - except for the exclusion of any specific names as I like to keep the people I mention anonymous. Everything else is purely from the heart and soul and desperation of yours truly, aka Kiri. And now, I am letting everyone know my entire backstory, and showing my vulnerability. Is it a good idea? Perhaps not. Oh well. This is just my temporay way to express my feelings to someone. For now. Thank you everyone. Hope you all find your own eternity~
~Kiri