Who said you have to be skinny to be anorexic? Ana is not glamorous. She takes over you whole life. She corrupts your mind and takes over anything you'd thought was normal. Starving is your new normal. "We're going out to eat. Wanna come?" "No. I've already eaten." Really, you're starving. Not hungry, but starving and craving the feeling of being thin. But you don't see that you'll never, and I mean never be thin enough.