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Ashton is depressed and started cutting again. All the hate is getting to him. He cuts on his thighs now so I no one will see. Know one will know...... One day he's feeling really depressed. He meets this one girl at a concert. Will this girl save his life? Or will she make it all go tumbling down?
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