things I'll never tell my therapist because I can't afford to have one

Hi! I won't tell you my name because I don't want any one from my real life know how crazy my life really is but I'm 21 years old although I still feel like I'm still 14 *coughs* you know just ✨trauma✨ things 😌 and these are the random thoughts (rants more like) from my head that I could've told my therapist if only I had one.