Everything You Never Had
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Last published Sun, Jun 13, 2021
After years of isolation and sorrow, I finally found myself with courage again. I once was literally on the brink of death. All the flaws I got, I should be done. But yet I'm still here and I am more than thankful for the second chance I got but not here for the bullshit that is life. This is my story and mines alone. All opinions are mine but feel free to speak yours. No more fantasy. It's time I live in the moment instead of in my dreams. Please enjoy π€
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