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Pistanthrophobia

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Reads 43,147
Votes 1,138
Parts 24
Time 1h 32m

Mature

Sequel to perdoname

Saire...the bubbly freckled trusting red head, or that's who he used to be. Now he's closed off depressed and suicidal after his past broke him and his happy heart into a million pieces. He meets the loves of his life the ones who slowly put him back together. But he gets sent away after a suicide attempt...



He's back...


:please read perdoname first it can be read as a stand alone if your stubborn like me, but you won't know who Kaiden is or anyone else🤣:All Rights Reserved

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