Even though it started out as a mess, it was one of the happier moments in my life… Allen is an artist that lives in Chicago, and deals with depression on a regular. But he has finally had enough. "Life isn't worth living without a reason, and i don't have one…", Allen says. Or so he thinks. He decides its time to end it all. But little does he know fate has a different plan for him. And his girlfriend Caroline, isn't ready to let go of him just quite yet. Will Allen overcome his struggles and find out what fate has in store for him? ( WARNING!!!! This story is going to contain triggers!!!!! If you are uncomfortable with that, I apologize, but you have been warned! Read at your own risk! ) ****(Also, this is going to be my first ongoing story! So I am SUPER excited to share this with you guys. I do welcome your criticism, In fact I hope I get some, because I could use help writing. But please, try not to be too brutal and crush my hopes and dreams…maybe? Anyways, I hope you guys enjoy! :) )****