Was it an Escape?

Everyone wants to escape
the phase, they don't like. Life is unpredictable, we just can't make plans and hop on everything to be perfect like a piece of cake. Like the impurities in metals somehow our ill habits comes out. We keep on excusing ourselves.
No way I don't wanna sound so like an adult.
I just wanna say thanks to my sweet 16th birthday that kinda eke out the extreme verge in me. The ups and downs are well, I am an optimist and I can take it the way, it has been laid.
Let me mark some question to y'all dear readers
How can you forget something which keeps on daunting you every morning and night?
You wanna find a space, don't you? Then,
You ESCAPE, isn't?
The caps says it all.
It's colossal to think how ended we are. I am Georgia, I have been dealing a lot through my teenage (having a crush on someone who's never or barely gonna give you a chance kinda nerd you can guess and also gotten up with rumours with the most reluctant stoned senior who you hated the most of the time, which I had no idea that gonna totally change my life)
but I guess everyone in their teenage had something similar.
Being happy resemblance is all we do even in that state when were are total miserable.
Whenever you try to get away from something, more in general try to Escape, don't you get back to the same part of the map which you were ignoring.
Same what happened to me, love life never entertained it just a cling to another misery. We don't really get out from the shits we are dealing with until and unless we learn the lesson.
Markus is so shy and Fin whom I just see as a friend feels a hundred bunch of emotions for me. That's a general simple teenage story but uh huh it doesn't end here There comes the greatest part of the teen life THE Rumours.
I ain't sabotaging my feelings but it hurts.
I don't know how to respond, quiet ambition about my reputation.
HEY! that wasn't the end, it was the beginning story of a good girl falling for an extremely outrageous insane guy.