infatuated

there is no amount of therapy sessions that can make me forget. i can change but the trauma is burned into my brain like a brand, like it owns me. i'll never forget June 25, 2000 in budapest. i with my best friend natasha romanoff and my brother clint barton. we were new s.h.e.i.l.d agents, so new that this mission was our first and come to find out my last.

we were sent out to find and return with the winter soldier, he had gone on yet another killing rampage ordered by hydra. i had him corned with natasha and clint close behind. within seconds i was trapped under his metal arm and we were gone.

that's the day my life changed forever.