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equanimity

ifuckingloveburritos

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Parts 87
Time 13h 23m

Reads 277,390
Votes 9,874
Parts 87
Time 13h 23m

ifuckingloveburritos

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e•qua•nim•ity 
mental calmness, composure, and evenness of temper, especially in a difficult situation 


"yeah and your ass almost died on me" i chuckled while i pulled jayden closer to my body. 

"and if i did?" she asked me quietly. 

"i don't think i would recover" i whispered. "what am i gonna do without my soulmate?"


after a horrible car accident, billie and jayden continue to grow their love for each other. 

billies music career grows surprisingly fast while jayden is right by her the whole way. later through the years, they realize that the both of them aren't going anywhere.

not now, not ever.  

who knew a second chance can lead to all this?


TRILOGY to "trouble" and "tranquility"All Rights Reserved

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𝙍𝙀𝘿 // 𝘽𝙄𝙇𝙇𝙄𝙀 𝙀𝙄𝙇𝙄𝙎𝙃 𝙁𝘼𝙉𝙁𝙄𝘾𝙏𝙄𝙊𝙉 by bellyxbilz

WARNING: book contains many sensitive topics - death used to scare me a lot actually, but i'm not scared of it anymore. in fact getting my eyelashes pulled out by my eyelash curler scares me more, but guess what? - created a pinterest board for the book to familiarize the vibe (there maybe some foreshadowing in there or you may consider minor spoilers) - @bellyxbilz 🏅 ACHIEVEMENTS : 🏅 #1 billie 🏅 #1 billieeilish 🏅 #1 eilish 🏅 #1 hairsalon 🏅 #1 dyedhair 🏅 #1 blohsh 🏅 #1 electricguitar 🏅 #1 dontsmileatme 🏅 #1 billieoconnell 🏅 #1 ilomilo 🏅 #1 tour 🏅 #1 claudia 🏅 #1 finneas 🏅 #1 oconnell 🏅 #1 happierthanever 🏅 #3 band

heartache | b.e by bilsbluehair

a billie eilish story. ¿DISCONTINUED? "me and you aren't dating, so it's not any of ur concern." billie said confused, "so you mean after all the shit we did, that means nothing to you?!" i asked her as my heart broke into pieces, "fuck you dude," i began to walk away when billie grabbed my arm and pulled me back, "don't act like that," she said annoyed, "don't fucking touch me billie," i pushed away and walked off. started; may 29th 2022 ended; (not there yet) lowercase intended. mature content.

drugs n hella melodies by ifuckingloveburritos

"promise me you're not gonna tell anyone" billie lowly told me while interlocking our pinkies together. "because if you do, i'll kill you, got it?" "is that a threat?" i giggled at her. "i'm being serious" she raised her brows up and looked at me. "i will kill you" "i promise" i sighed. "don't break it" promises always get broken, don't they?

Billie Eilish imagines by bigdickoconnell

Are you a good girl? ...

Nimrod // B.J.A Fan fic by PrivateAIe

Sometimes, there can be situations where home doesn't feel quite like home. Naturally, it's instinct to go searching for a place that gives you all the comfort and the warmth the walls you live in could never give. Sometimes, home can be a place that makes you feel valid. A place that makes you feel safe and secure. "Home" is any place that lets you forget the rest of the world is in flames, even if it's just for two minutes. But sometimes, your only option comes to leaving home. When my home wasn't home, and he was what it never could be. Does that make it easier to leave? Or will it drive me insane and force me to stay. And all times, there comes a part where you depart from home. But when it's a person who finds home in you too and not a place, do you still have to leave? - "Quit it!" I snapped Turning around, my eyes were boring into his. As he smirked. Still clicking his pen. "What's wrong?" He asked, his smirk getting bigger. "You clicking your pen you Nimrod!" "Nimrod?" He asked me laughing. "I haven't heard that in a while." He looked away. "Yeah whatever, just stop with that!" - Sometimes, love stories... don't always go right. -40,564 words-

𝐒𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐵𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑎𝑑𝑜𝑛𝑛𝑎 | 𝐁.𝐄. by greylish

"You've never listened to my music before? What the fuck, how?" Billie asked confused. "As I said, I just never got a chance to listen to it I guess," I replied sheepishly chuckling, rubbing the back of my neck nervously. "Well, that changes today," Billie said surprised but excited. She got up from the couch anxiously and grabbed my hand, causing me to get up from the couch and follow her, still hand in hand. ~~~ Can a Celebrity/Singer-Songwriter really fall in love with a roadie? Can somebody really fall in love with a nobody? ~~~ AU (Alternate Universe); Though some characters are real, this is fiction. Keep that in mind. Will contain explicit language, depression, anxiety episodes, violence, smoking, drinking, trauma, and real-life events that occur. +18 Votes and Comments help me a ton, so please feel free to do so. ~~~ Rankings: #1 on #roadie ; 10/26/20 #1 on #patrickoconnell ; 12/25/20 #1 on #maggiebaird ; 12/28/20 #1 on #messages ; 12/30/20 #1 on #touring ; 6/15/21 #1 on #finneas ; 7/10/22 #3 on #tour ; 4/1/22 #3 on #billie ; 12/02/23 #5 on #singer-songwriter ; 12/21/20 #7 on #billieeilish ; 12/21/20 #7 on #messaging ; 12/30/20

LEARNING // B.E by billieachess

"just be patient. we're both learning." ============================== lowercase intended ============================== started: 12/2/2021 ended: 1/7/2022 ============================== achieved: 🏅 #1 in #billieeilish 2/9/2022

just friends by ifuckingloveburritos

g!p "dude" billie scoffed. "we're just friends, why do you care so much?" "because friends don't go sneak around and do the things we do!" i cried. "can't you tell that i like you?" "well... don't" she shrugged while turning around to leave.

Bruised Black & Blue // Billie Eilish by s1ncerelyours

Rowan, a girl of a coy and passive nature, did not expect to be flung into someone else's life so abruptly- and graphically at that. It could have been anyone, but for a reason unknown to her, the universe chose her. The life she stepped into belonged to another girl, that to Rowan's dismay, was unaware of how prized of a possession she truly was. She did not value every breath she took or even the supple skin on her body. But her helpless soul was not to blame. Billie struggled with a list of issues doctors of all kinds were unable to diagnose. Everyday was a fight against her conscience and she feared, a day would come in which she would lose. In a way, the pair were star-crossed. Rowan knew the severity of Billie's situation and her undeniable inability to be helped, but still, she could never forgive herself if she had turned a blind eye and walked away after that single, dark and rainy night. She often questioned whether or not her actions were fueled by an honorable sense of selflessness or its much more complicated counterpart- selfishness.

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𝐒𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐵𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑎𝑑𝑜𝑛𝑛𝑎 | 𝐁.𝐄. cover

LEARNING // B.E cover

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𝙍𝙀𝘿 // 𝘽𝙄𝙇𝙇𝙄𝙀 𝙀𝙄𝙇𝙄𝙎𝙃 𝙁𝘼𝙉𝙁𝙄𝘾𝙏𝙄𝙊𝙉

WARNING: book contains many sensitive topics - death used to scare me a lot actually, but i'm not scared of it anymore. in fact getting my eyelashes pulled out by my eyelash curler scares me more, but guess what? - created a pinterest board for the book to familiarize the vibe (there maybe some foreshadowing in there or you may consider minor spoilers) - @bellyxbilz 🏅 ACHIEVEMENTS : 🏅 #1 billie 🏅 #1 billieeilish 🏅 #1 eilish 🏅 #1 hairsalon 🏅 #1 dyedhair 🏅 #1 blohsh 🏅 #1 electricguitar 🏅 #1 dontsmileatme 🏅 #1 billieoconnell 🏅 #1 ilomilo 🏅 #1 tour 🏅 #1 claudia 🏅 #1 finneas 🏅 #1 oconnell 🏅 #1 happierthanever 🏅 #3 band