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equanimity

ifuckingloveburritos

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Reads 287,430
Votes 10,064
Parts 87
Time 13h 23m

ifuckingloveburritos

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e•qua•nim•ity 
mental calmness, composure, and evenness of temper, especially in a difficult situation 


"yeah and your ass almost died on me" i chuckled while i pulled jayden closer to my body. 

"and if i did?" she asked me quietly. 

"i don't think i would recover" i whispered. "what am i gonna do without my soulmate?"


after a horrible car accident, billie and jayden continue to grow their love for each other. 

billies music career grows surprisingly fast while jayden is right by her the whole way. later through the years, they realize that the both of them aren't going anywhere.

not now, not ever.  

who knew a second chance can lead to all this?


TRILOGY to "trouble" and "tranquility"All Rights Reserved

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