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equanimity

ifuckingloveburritos

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Reads 282,728
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Parts 87
Time 13h 23m

ifuckingloveburritos

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e•qua•nim•ity 
mental calmness, composure, and evenness of temper, especially in a difficult situation 


"yeah and your ass almost died on me" i chuckled while i pulled jayden closer to my body. 

"and if i did?" she asked me quietly. 

"i don't think i would recover" i whispered. "what am i gonna do without my soulmate?"


after a horrible car accident, billie and jayden continue to grow their love for each other. 

billies music career grows surprisingly fast while jayden is right by her the whole way. later through the years, they realize that the both of them aren't going anywhere.

not now, not ever.  

who knew a second chance can lead to all this?


TRILOGY to "trouble" and "tranquility"All Rights Reserved

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tranquility by ifuckingloveburritos

tran•quil tranquil: free from disturbance; calm "you make me feel tranquil" she whispered while tracing small patterns on my arm. "i'm not trouble anymore" i told her quietly. "all this just for you jay" maybe they were soulmates... SEQUEL to 'trouble'

Bruised Black & Blue // Billie Eilish by s1ncerelyours

Rowan, a girl of a coy and passive nature, did not expect to be flung into someone else's life so abruptly- and graphically at that. It could have been anyone, but for a reason unknown to her, the universe chose her. The life she stepped into belonged to another girl, that to Rowan's dismay, was unaware of how prized of a possession she truly was. She did not value every breath she took or even the supple skin on her body. But her helpless soul was not to blame. Billie struggled with a list of issues doctors of all kinds were unable to diagnose. Everyday was a fight against her conscience and she feared, a day would come in which she would lose. In a way, the pair were star-crossed. Rowan knew the severity of Billie's situation and her undeniable inability to be helped, but still, she could never forgive herself if she had turned a blind eye and walked away after that single, dark and rainy night. She often questioned whether or not her actions were fueled by an honorable sense of selflessness or its much more complicated counterpart- selfishness.

Out Of My League by lonescenes

Y/n is somewhat a regular 17 year-old. She goes to sixth form, and hates it like every other teenager, comes home to her family and just gets on with her monotonous life. She has a couple of friends, but rarely goes to hang out with them; Y/n's more of an introvert, a 'prefers their own company' type of person. That is until it comes to her love life. Y/n's never really had a relationship but longs for someone to cuddle in bed with. She's only just come to terms with the fact that she's a lesbian, and at the moment has her eyes on one woman: Billie Eilish. Of course, Billie must be way out of her league, right? She's one of the most famous singers on the planet, and Y/n really doesn't have much going for her. With Billie's concert coming just around the corner, Y/n's about to stand in the same room as her biggest crush. And who knows, maybe both of their lives will change... PG Rated *explicit language*

jellybean • billie eilish by bilsbabyyyyyyy

she's going to die. my arms instantly clung onto her for dear life, something doesn't feel right about this, i don't feel safe without her. "i love you my little jellybean." she whispered in my ear. achieved: #1 eilish #1 patrickoconnell #1 billiefan #1 maggiebaird #1 maggie #1 chronicillness

But if one of us dies//Billie eilish by syedyemyguy

While Jamie struggles with depression, self love snd acceptance from past traumas and heart break from a past lover, thinking she could never find love again.A young pop star across the world saves millions of lives with her music including.. Jamie was one of them. Will she call in love again? Will she make it through her battles alone? (TW this story contains a lot of talk about mental health, substance abuse, violence. If you are triggered by any of these topics this story is not for you)

trouble by ifuckingloveburritos

"you're trouble" i whispered. "at least you're having fun, right?" billie smirked while pulling me in. i looked into her icy blue eyes and nodded my head. "good"

Property of Billie Eilish (✓) by lilbilpeep

You were comforting and quiet. How did love become so violent?

LEARNING // B.E by billieachess

"just be patient. we're both learning." ============================== lowercase intended ============================== started: 12/2/2021 ended: 1/7/2022 ============================== achieved: 🏅 #1 in #billieeilish 2/9/2022

CEREBRUM & INFATUATION | GREY'S ANATOMY by cierraonline_

"I don't want to be a surgeon and I'm not in love! All I want to do is run a bar that will be handed down to me by some white man who saved my life...But no! Starks don't run bars, they run the tech and medical world"

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tranquility

tran•quil tranquil: free from disturbance; calm "you make me feel tranquil" she whispered while tracing small patterns on my arm. "i'm not trouble anymore" i told her quietly. "all this just for you jay" maybe they were soulmates... SEQUEL to 'trouble'