Fix me [a.i]

"Sometimes, you hurt the people you love the most, and you end up losing them, forever. So you think you don't deserve to feel that way about anybody else, and you're afraid that if you do, and they feel it back, you end up hurting them too, and that sucks, but you stop yourself, and you tell yourself, force yourself to not ever experience love again, for the sake of others, therefore i can't be with you, because i don't want to hurt you yet again Alfei because you've been hurt way too many times, and i don't deserve you, i will never deserve you."