Pure Existence
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  • Time 1h 17m
Ongoing, First published Nov 15, 2014
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Oh these locked doors,
Never can come out, never can be free.
Never can call myself normal,
Oh these locked doors.

She was insecure, she didn't fit in. Her parents had disappeared, but she had found that special someone who could make her forget about her grief. Her reluctant mind refused to let him intrude into her life, but her heart, was too weak to stand the love he poured out to her. She melted in his arms, she melted when she felt his breath brush against her cheeks. Her heart leapt every time she saw him, their love was pure, fresh, immature and dangerous. She knew he was bad news, and he knew it was against the laws of his kind, but they both fell. She fell in love with him and he with her. Could she battle with her kind to live with someone so completely different? Could she danger the lives of the ones who care for her for the one she love? Could he erase her pure existence?

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