maybe in another life || shin soukoku

"Your heart starts beating faster as if it is going to explode or either stop at some point. Your stomach is filled with butterflies that fly faster at every word you hear. And your eyes just melt into the other ones" that was one of the many definitions of love Akutagawa has heard in his life. But he couldn't understand that at all.
Akutagawa was a cold emotionless man, he never actually cared for anyone beside his sister, nor did he ever loved someone. That was just a word that wasn't in his vocabulary, or at least that's what he thought.
Because at some point his eyes did melt into a pair of gold and purple ones. Was it love? Or did he just cared for someone else a little bit too much?
Akutagawa didn't understand the meaning of love, and he actually never cared to find out. But one thing wich he soon learned, was that he couldn't control it, love i mean. There was no way he could decide who, what or how love. And that was soon going to be the death of him. But how could he resist to those colorful eyes?